So, last night, since it was a cold, wet, November day here in Indiana (where is my Caribbean water and temperatures I had last week? Oh, wait... in the Caribbean...), I made chili. I didn't have any ground beef at home, and since we were out shopping, I bought a thing of ground turkey. Now, I made my chili the way that I always make it, just with ground turkey instead of beef.
Frankly, it was AMAZING. It wasn't as heavy as normal chili, and certainly less greasy. We're going to be using ground turkey for our chili from now on I think... :D
So, yeah. The nerves have hit... my surgery is NEXT. WEEK. Next week! I wasn't feeling exactly right, so, I had my co-worker take my blood pressure today at work... 150/96! And that's ON my blood pressure medication. I know that's why. I'm nervous.
I had these moments where I almost have to talk myself off the ledge. I'm going to have the surgery. It's the best thing for me and my family, but damn. Nerves are a scary thing. And it's totally irrational. I know the surgery is going to go fine. I know that I'm going to be fine after. My daughter might not be happy for a little while since she can't use mommy as a jungle gym like she normally likes, but, she'll get over it.
As I said, the nerves have hit. And it freaking SUCKS. Anyone else here post-op? Anyone else have nerves like these pre-op? O.O
~♥~
Lady D
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